MSR Fic List: En Ami

While En Ami isn’t a favourite episode, I love the angst of fanfic centred around this episode.

On this list I’ve marked a few of my favourites with an * before the fic name. As usual. links will go to Gossamer Search where you can use the five-digit ID after the author’s name to get to their page.

I think I’ve managed to mark all the first time fics with bold italic textEn Ami is situated in a bit of an in-between place – the Season of Secret Sex has some authors putting them in an existing relationship, while others have them wait a couple of weeks for all things.  There are still quite a few first time together fics among these.

Author -
a_steady_wishThe Choices We Make2690"You need to see a doctor," he insisted, hand on the small of her back, more forceful than usual; the tips of his fingers pressed into her flesh enough that although she knew she wouldn’t be bruised, there would likely be red marks for a little while afterwards; he was marking that curve as his own.E
aka Jake*Breach of Trust4120Post-Ep for En Ami. Dark, dark, dark. Smutty, smutty, smutty. Need I say more?M
AllyinthekeyofXAffirmation14759A series of three parts exploring my take on the build up of Mulder and Scully's relationship. All are post ep and are true to timeline.T
Aloysia_Virgata*Animus Possidendi2030“It looks good on you,” he said flatly. “It looks incredible, actually. But I still hate it. Get rid of it.” Mulder!DomE
Anne Milne
- 16274
Failures4358Even the smartest people make mistakes, and the strongest people still need to feel that they have a
support system. Other stuff: Why is Mulder allowed to get away with ditching
Scully, and Scully gets crap from him the ONE time she tries it?
Athene -
Mighty and
25900Fox Mulder: special agent, crack profiler, grown man, mature adult. Pissed boyfriend. He wanted to crawl into a hole and die. Post Theef and En AmiM
Bohoartist*Good to be Bad3458He placed soft kisses along her mandible, traveling up to her ear where he softly whispered, "You smell like cigarettes." Mulder!domE
Brandon D RayBecoming Dana2474"Things are changing, inside of her and between the two of them. Those changes have been slow and gradual, almost as imperceptible as the movement of a glacier.  They are also, like that glacier, overwhelming and inexorable, and impossible to ignore."T
CandMe*En Ami Mine: The Power of Forgiveness3634What do you do when your actions lead to untenable results?R
Circe Invidiosa*Faux Pas4265Mulder and Scully have it out over her trip with the Cancer Man.PG
David Stoddard-HuntDroit du Seigneur3909“For a moment, I saw something else in him. A longing for something more than power. Maybe for something he could never have.”T
Di Battis*Iconoclasm3501Variations on a theme of truth. A more self-aware and understanding Mulder.T
DonnaDrunken Insights2248With inhibitions down they could
both learn something 
DreamshaperShadow of the Sword3897She had been used before. She would be used again. Spender Sr might not have realized that she had finally
allowed herself to love Mulder, but he had known all along that his deceptive
promises would drive a wedge between them, and he probably considered that a
perfect reward for his efforts
ElanorGYo Creo10908Tensions run high between Mulder
and Scully after the events of En Ami. A new lead on Cobra threatens to lead
them further into darkness.
Emily Sim
- 16107
*Convergence10290Scully miscarries after her trip
with CSM and even more angst ensues [!miscarriage, medical rape.] 
EvieLouise*Little Black Dress3982All the other writers came up
with serious, soul-searching post-“En Ami” fics. I wrote smut. Go figure.
While watching that scene in the restaurant, I really wished Mulder
could see Scully in that black dressÂ…
EvieLouise*Little Black Dress II3147Mulder takes Scully dress
shopping to replace that little black number he burned in the incinerator in
my last fic. 
- 16138
Scorned4707After his partner has returned back from her trip with the CSM, Fox Mulder feels betrayed. Now he sits in his apartment in the darkness with a loaded gun and contemplates the past seven years of their partnership and friendship. Can Scully save him from this darkness or will it consume him?PG
Frangipanidownunder*Grazed619Written for the
@txf-fic-write-in 15 minute picture prompt, with the aim of using a photo to write about setting as a character. Post En Ami. Angsty.
FreyaFools In Love2327Scully's musings on the Cigarette Smoking Man. Post-ep for both En Ami and The TruthT
Haphazard Method
- 13464
As We Forgive
3446Mulder was so angry in En Ami.
What happened to reconcile him to Scully's actions? Barbara tells me most
people said 'sex.' This is not that story. [Third party observations of
Mulder post ep]
Jennifer-Oksana*XesPuEkam2838Come on. Did you see Mulder’s face at the end of that scene? Did it not beg for a big USTy fight followed by the hot make-up sex? Yes, yes it did. E
J HumbyThree Times I & II: Overture & Overture Mirrored10963Scully's missing, having left home with CSM. When she returns, emotions are running high.M
J TennisonWe Are Nowhere and it's Now1709His voice lowered and Scully saw his adams apple bob in his throat before he continued. "Just like you
know that I'm aware of why you really went."
Katie PhilipsBridging The Gap5627Mulder has a hard time forgiving
Scully for going off with the Cigarette Smoking Man. His actions, and hers,
makes them each reevaluate their professional and personal relationship.
LolabeegoodFirst Time: En Ami3952A pre-ep first time... M
LovesFox*Rifts19329Can they heal the rifts between
them? Heavy angst, an unintentional act of violence.
LovesFoxMistakes7941“Mistakes are the portal of discovery” [Drunk!Mulder brings home a Scully stand in...]T
MrsSpooky1981My demon and a red-headed wench7895Summary: I’d wanted to do it with her for the first time when we investigated a case in Icy Cape.
[Misogynist!Mulder!dom & seriously questionable consent]
Oracle*Anti Suppressant3336A misunderstanding. A lie. A truth.R
SaraBWhile My Pretty One Sleeps1988C.G.B. Spender’s thoughts while watching Scully sleep.PG
scullywolfEn Ami3231A series of alternating viewpoints before, during, and after the episode.PG
ShannonoCoda2365Coda (n.) — A more or less independent passage added to the end of a section or composition so as to reinforce the sense of conclusion.T
ShoshanaPop Psychology4103Post En AmiPG
Compeau - 10218
Admit It981Mulder has made his feelings for
Scully pretty plain over the years. Ever wonder why sheÂ’s never reciprocated?
Spooky66*Unbridled1749Just another version of how
Mulder and Scully dealt with the fallout from En Ami.
- 15051
Understanding You
7671After an argument over Spender’s intentions, Scully disappearsT
SueBeeDifferent3565Something finally changes for Mulder and ScullyÂ…N
sunflowerseedsandscience*You can hit me but you can’t kiss me2459Post En Ami
Taryn Crow*Know Thy En Ami3391It takes place before, during
and after En Ami.
WildafoxForgiveness392The scene begins at the end of En Ami. Written for the Haven 310 words ChallengePG
WillaMystery2262Scully is not Mulder's

If you’re looking for more (and I scrolled past some interesting looking ones as I was searching for URLs), try: