While En Ami isn’t a favourite episode, I love the angst of fanfic centred around this episode.
On this list I’ve marked a few of my favourites with an * before the fic name. As usual. links will go to Gossamer Search where you can use the five-digit ID after the author’s name to get to their page.
I think I’ve managed to mark all the first time fics with bold italic text. En Ami is situated in a bit of an in-between place – the Season of Secret Sex has some authors putting them in an existing relationship, while others have them wait a couple of weeks for all things. There are still quite a few first time together fics among these.
|a_steady_wish||The Choices We Make||2690||"You need to see a doctor," he insisted, hand on the small of her back, more forceful than usual; the tips of his fingers pressed into her flesh enough that although she knew she wouldn’t be bruised, there would likely be red marks for a little while afterwards; he was marking that curve as his own.||E|
|aka Jake||*Breach of Trust||4120||Post-Ep for En Ami. Dark, dark, dark. Smutty, smutty, smutty. Need I say more?||M|
|AllyinthekeyofX||Affirmation||14759||A series of three parts exploring my take on the build up of Mulder and Scully's relationship. All are post ep and are true to timeline.||T|
|Aloysia_Virgata||*Animus Possidendi||2030||“It looks good on you,” he said flatly. “It looks incredible, actually. But I still hate it. Get rid of it.” Mulder!Dom||E|
|Failures||4358||Even the smartest people make mistakes, and the strongest people still need to feel that they have a|
support system. Other stuff: Why is Mulder allowed to get away with ditching
Scully, and Scully gets crap from him the ONE time she tries it?
|25900||Fox Mulder: special agent, crack profiler, grown man, mature adult. Pissed boyfriend. He wanted to crawl into a hole and die. Post Theef and En Ami||M|
|Bohoartist||*Good to be Bad||3458||He placed soft kisses along her mandible, traveling up to her ear where he softly whispered, "You smell like cigarettes." Mulder!dom||E|
|Brandon D Ray||Becoming Dana||2474||"Things are changing, inside of her and between the two of them. Those changes have been slow and gradual, almost as imperceptible as the movement of a glacier. They are also, like that glacier, overwhelming and inexorable, and impossible to ignore."||T|
|CandMe||*En Ami Mine: The Power of Forgiveness||3634||What do you do when your actions lead to untenable results?||R|
|Circe Invidiosa||*Faux Pas||4265||Mulder and Scully have it out over her trip with the Cancer Man.||PG|
|David Stoddard-Hunt||Droit du Seigneur||3909||“For a moment, I saw something else in him. A longing for something more than power. Maybe for something he could never have.”||T|
|Di Battis||*Iconoclasm||3501||Variations on a theme of truth. A more self-aware and understanding Mulder.||T|
|Donna||Drunken Insights||2248||With inhibitions down they could|
both learn something
|Dreamshaper||Shadow of the Sword||3897||She had been used before. She would be used again. Spender Sr might not have realized that she had finally|
allowed herself to love Mulder, but he had known all along that his deceptive
promises would drive a wedge between them, and he probably considered that a
perfect reward for his efforts
|ElanorG||Yo Creo||10908||Tensions run high between Mulder|
and Scully after the events of En Ami. A new lead on Cobra threatens to lead
them further into darkness.
|*Convergence||10290||Scully miscarries after her trip|
with CSM and even more angst ensues [!miscarriage, medical rape.]
|EvieLouise||*Little Black Dress||3982||All the other writers came up|
with serious, soul-searching post-Â“En AmiÂ” fics. I wrote smut. Go figure.
While watching that scene in the restaurant, I really wished Mulder
could see Scully in that black dressÂ…
|EvieLouise||*Little Black Dress II||3147||Mulder takes Scully dress|
shopping to replace that little black number he burned in the incinerator in
my last fic.Â
|Scorned||4707||After his partner has returned back from her trip with the CSM, Fox Mulder feels betrayed. Now he sits in his apartment in the darkness with a loaded gun and contemplates the past seven years of their partnership and friendship. Can Scully save him from this darkness or will it consume him?||PG|
|Frangipanidownunder||*Grazed||619||Written for the|
@txf-fic-write-in 15 minute picture prompt, with the aim of using a photo to write about setting as a character. Post En Ami. Angsty.
|Freya||Fools In Love||2327||Scully's musings on the Cigarette Smoking Man. Post-ep for both En Ami and The Truth||T|
|As We Forgive|
|3446||Mulder was so angry in En Ami.|
What happened to reconcile him to Scully's actions? Barbara tells me most
people said 'sex.' This is not that story. [Third party observations of
Mulder post ep]
|Jennifer-Oksana||*XesPuEkam||2838||Come on. Did you see Mulder’s face at the end of that scene? Did it not beg for a big USTy fight followed by the hot make-up sex? Yes, yes it did.||E|
|J Humby||Three Times I & II: Overture & Overture Mirrored||10963||Scully's missing, having left home with CSM. When she returns, emotions are running high.||M|
|J Tennison||We Are Nowhere and it's Now||1709||His voice lowered and Scully saw his adams apple bob in his throat before he continued. "Just like you|
know that I'm aware of why you really went."
|Katie Philips||Bridging The Gap||5627||Mulder has a hard time forgiving|
Scully for going off with the Cigarette Smoking Man. His actions, and hers,
makes them each reevaluate their professional and personal relationship.
|Lolabeegood||First Time: En Ami||3952||A pre-ep first time...||M|
|LovesFox||*Rifts||19329||Can they heal the rifts between|
them? Heavy angst, an unintentional act of violence.
|LovesFox||Mistakes||7941||“Mistakes are the portal of discovery” [Drunk!Mulder brings home a Scully stand in...]||T|
|MrsSpooky1981||My demon and a red-headed wench||7895||Summary: I’d wanted to do it with her for the first time when we investigated a case in Icy Cape.|
[Misogynist!Mulder!dom & seriously questionable consent]
|Oracle||*Anti Suppressant||3336||A misunderstanding. A lie. A truth.||R|
|SaraB||While My Pretty One Sleeps||1988||C.G.B. Spender’s thoughts while watching Scully sleep.||PG|
|scullywolf||En Ami||3231||A series of alternating viewpoints before, during, and after the episode.||PG|
|Shannono||Coda||2365||Coda (n.) — A more or less independent passage added to the end of a section or composition so as to reinforce the sense of conclusion.||T|
|Shoshana||Pop Psychology||4103||Post En Ami||PG|
Compeau - 10218
|Admit It||981||Mulder has made his feelings for|
Scully pretty plain over the years. Ever wonder why sheÂ’s never reciprocated?
|Spooky66||*Unbridled||1749||Just another version of how|
Mulder and Scully dealt with the fallout from En Ami.
|7671||After an argument over Spender’s intentions, Scully disappears||T|
|SueBee||Different||3565||Something finally changes for Mulder and ScullyÂ…||N|
|sunflowerseedsandscience||*You can hit me but you can’t kiss me||2459||Post En Ami||M|
|Taryn Crow||*Know Thy En Ami||3391||It takes place before, during|
and after En Ami.
|Wildafox||Forgiveness||392||The scene begins at the end of En Ami. Written for the Haven 310 words Challenge||PG|
|Willa||Mystery||2262||Scully is not Mulder's|
If you’re looking for more (and I scrolled past some interesting looking ones as I was searching for URLs), try:
- The Cutting Room Floor En Ami stories
- Beyond 44:58 for En Ami
- Gossamer Spoilers page (click on the link in Season 7)